What started out today as anxiety creeping higher has now reached PANIC level...
I really haven't eaten much since breakfast today, eggs, bacon, toast, and apple slices...
This afternoon and evening, a few chips and a scoop of vanilla ice cream. (No, not at the same time.)
I have a huge knot in my throat that has worked it's way up from my stomach....
I am crying and I don't know why... have been for a couple of hours....
I'm all shaky and feel myself holding panic down... trying not to scream....
I HATE the way I am feeling but what can I do... I can't control this... It HURTS so MUCH!!!
All of this is HATE for today and NOT wanting to see tomorrow. I'm scared...
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
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