Bridges to jump off.

There's a bridge I cross at least twice a week,

It spans the interstate... I slow and look longingly as I pass, the fall would be swift and if timed right there would be no pain.

There is also a second bridge just a few feet away that crosses a swiftly moving creek... it's tall enough and would probably break a few bones before sucking me under and taking me down stream.

There are many other ways that I hold in my mind... these are just two that constantly cross my mind.

Pain is worse today.... no ease in many, many days.