Repeated thoughts...

Sitting here again with a heavy emptiness, tears rolling down my face.

I think of yesterday's gone by and the dreams that have slipped away.

I stopped dreaming and set aside my goals...

I don't know what tomorrow is going to bring...

My recent past... is a good predictor for tomorrow...

Living a life in constant pain is not living... it's existing.

I reach out... no one is there...

I scream... no one hears...

I turn around to look for a different path... the darkness surrounds...

I wish I could talk with you the way I used to...

I miss hearing your voice....

I listen... but no one is talking.

I feel so lost.... so alone...