Impatient!

Seems to me that I am very impatient today!!!

I am running out of days to get my handicap placard renewed.

A simple signature from a doctor stating that I am permanently disabled... which I am...and was four years ago when I got the first placard...it's only gotten worse since then.

I've called a couple of former doctors, left messages with the simple question of "Can you help?".

I've gotten no return calls, emails, messages.
I hate calling anywhere anyway!! My anxiety has shot through the roof!!!

My stomach is in knots.... if I vomit any more... there will be nothing left in me.

I still have no answers and don't know where to turn.

I guess I am stuck in the HURRY UP!!! No! Wait!!! mode.

Why is no one able to help me find a simple answer in a hurry...

geez... I feel like pulling my hair out and screaming at the top of my lungs!!

I only need a yes, we can help. I'm not even being told no...
I'm just not getting any answers at all!