It's been a while since I have blogged anything...
I have no real reason other than I am extremely tired.
I sleep a little but then am WIDE AWAKE after a short while...maybe 45 minutes.
I do manage, eventually, to fall back to sleep... only to wake again shortly...
I wonder if I will ever get any restful sleep again...
The medicines I've been on have been changed... Are the new ones working??
Hard to say... I only know that I am more tired, more panicked feeling,
hurt more and more every day.
When it's time to lay my head down... no matter what the time... I get all panicked...
I don't know what it is but I am afraid to fall asleep. Even taking a nap scares me.
I'm not only physically tired...but mentally and emotionally completely exhausted too. I have NO energy for anything.
I'm tired... I want it ALL to end!!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, September 25, 2009
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(((BIG HUGS)))
ReplyDeleteKnow you're tired...wish we have the magic pills for you...
know you don't want to hear, hang on...
but we must say it because we love you and we're your friends...
know that every day it gets harder and harder and you want it all to end...
but the world would be daker for your friends if you were not around...
(((BIG HUGS)))