Been a while

It's been a while since I've written anything...

I haven't had much to say as nothing interesting has been going on.

My typical day...
Wake up, get up, clean up, eat, watch a little tv but don't ask me what I have watched as it is mainly background noise.

Background noise for what... nothing... it's just something to break the silence in the house.

I have 4 books to read of which two have been started. I'm halfway through one and about a chapter into a second and haven't even opened up the other two.

Many days I am so tired but can not sleep and am completely unrested.

Thoughts bounce through my head... things I need to do, things I'd like to do, and a ton of nonsense.

I rarely leave the house and many times stay in my room. I don't have any reason to leave, no where to go... and that's ok.

I've been in the process of changing meds for a few weeks... scaling down on one while increasing another. Is it working?? I can't tell any difference with what it is supposed to help... I only know that the burning, stinging, ice cold pain feelings are getting worse. I could never imagine a pain like this.

I spend a lot of time thinking of my family and friends and praying for their dreams to come true. Even if we don't talk... they are often on my mind. I may not spend much time with them but I love to hear what everyone is doing... sports, school, work, travel, everything!

Well... my hands are telling me to STOP... so I will listen and not push it today.

Love and hugs to all who read here!!!