Monday again

It's Monday again... some people hate this day... to me it's just another day.

I still haven't changed the month on my calendar since -- June.

I can't bring myself to do so... time is passing by so fast and I'm caught in the whirlwind of it all.

Hurry up! No Wait!!!

My life is going nowhere while waiting for others to do what they have to do...

I can't get on with my life while I am waiting on these others... road blocks placed in my life that I can't climb over or around... so... I'm sitting here waiting some where along this broken road.

I just want it all to end!!!!!! The wait, the pain, the whirlwind of my life's destruction.