This morning

I woke this morning more tired than yesterday...

I didn't really sleep much just bits and pieces here and there.

I recall having dreams that made me uneasy...but now can't remember what or why.

My eyelids are so heavy, my brain a jumble of mixed up, messed up thoughts.

My fingers type words that my brain is not thinking.

I want to lay back down but responsibilities beacon... if only I can find the strength.
Laundry, dishes, pick up my room.

This life I'm living is not much of a life... too much pain zapping my energy, my strength, my spirit, and my soul.