Seven + years of relentless pain!
What a wasted life it has been!!
It is a worthless life!
The things I once had to offer the world are gone.
Due to this Monster that is consuming my body,
I can not work, therefore I have no income and my savings is gone.
I can not cook because I can not feel the temperature like a normal person.
I open the fridge or freezer and the cold cuts through me like frozen razor blades.
I can not sit in one position too long before my hips and knees SCREAM out in PAIN...I have to stand for a short while or lay down.
I can not lay in one position too long before my body SCREAMS out in PAIN... I have to keep changing positions.
The constant weather changes are hell!! My body is like a barometer... I can tell the weather is going to change about 48hrs ahead of what the weatherman is predicting... Yes, it hurts!!! The pressure pain makes my body feel as though my bones are going to explode!!!
The vibration from Thunder and loud noises (even fireworks at a distance).... OMG.... I feel every little wave with such intensity that my pain level increases 10 fold.
I would scream out in pain but no one would hear me... if they would hear me...would they be listening??
I would go to the ER with this pain but what difference would it make... I already see a doc for this pain.
Sunday, August 21, 2011
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just checking to see if there were more posts.
ReplyDeletei think of you very often. and worry. thought i'd pop in and remind you that i care.
and let you know someone is reading, checking...
(((hugs)))