Blah day...

It's been a long day today... my heart is feeling really empty and confused.
I feel as though my heart is telling me to prepare for a goodbye. As if someone is going to be leaving me. I just want to cry.

I don't know if this...the way I am feeling is part of the bp depression or if it's some sort of premonition... (please don't think I'm wierd... I'd rather be prepared than be surprised.)

I have a bunch of thoughts bouncing around in my head but I just can't get them to come off of my fingers. I know this is part of the bp... it happens quite often and it's very frustrating.... what is worse is that this happens when I am talking to someone and my thoughts keep getting mixed up and the conversation seems to go a million different ways in just a few minutes.

Well, I hope my friends and family are having a great day and that everyone reaches their destinations safely. It's lightly snowing here.

Prayers and hugs go out to everyone in my life.

Hugs....