you are right - i don't think anyone is really sauced up for dying, but rather that people feel cornered into suicide by excruciating life conditions.
i wish i could remove the excruciating conditions. i'm not going to hand you platitudes like "God never gives you more than you can handle" either, because that just sounds harsh to me, to be quite honest. like God goes around finding people with big shoulders just for the purpose of dumping boulders on them or something.
but please remember that if you go away, all your beauty will go away with you. i think you must feel lost in pain sometimes and perhaps cannot see your own beauty or do not value it. but i see it and i know others do too. don't let the pain corner you. please keep hoping.
and keep writing. you write beautifully.
i hope there will be a breath of fresh air, sooner rather than later for you... in LIFE.
Hey there,
ReplyDeleteyou are right - i don't think anyone is really sauced up for dying, but rather that people feel cornered into suicide by excruciating life conditions.
i wish i could remove the excruciating conditions. i'm not going to hand you platitudes like "God never gives you more than you can handle" either, because that just sounds harsh to me, to be quite honest. like God goes around finding people with big shoulders just for the purpose of dumping boulders on them or something.
but please remember that if you go away, all your beauty will go away with you. i think you must feel lost in pain sometimes and perhaps cannot see your own beauty or do not value it. but i see it and i know others do too. don't let the pain corner you. please keep hoping.
and keep writing. you write beautifully.
i hope there will be a breath of fresh air, sooner rather than later for you... in LIFE.
gentle hugs to you ...
m.