Obvious

To state the obvious, I'm awake.

Another day of wasted life and wasted breath.

Why does a person have to live when there is nothing to live for?

I know I made a promise and for years I have been keeping it.

It is the hardest promise I have ever made.

I wonder now, why did I make this kind of promise, for as hard as I try, I am just not sure I can keep it.

I don't want to hurt anyone or have anyone worry because of or about me.

I just don't want to be alive.... I am wasting space.