Stay alive... Why?

Why must I stay alive when I have nothing to live for...

I don't want to live. I don't want to be alive.

I have no hope of a promising tomorrow.

I have no dreams for the future.
I have never had a dream for my life.

When I was little... I had no dream of what I wanted to be. Never said when I grow up I want to be....

I always thought that I would be dead by the time I was 30. That came and went with no eventful or meaningful things happening with my life.

Then I thought I wouldn't live past 40.... that too has passed.

I sit here today... never married... no children....

Nothing to live for..............