Rambling.....

Ok... the unknown keeps gettng worse...

I've been waiting on an answer for over a week now... today I thought the answer came in the mail.... but... Noooooooooooooooooo.

It's just more unknown. Now I have to contact this place and talk with this person but I still don't have any answers and the fear has taken over everything.

I haven't slept more than 15 minutes a night since Saturday night..... my mind won't shut down no matter what I do. The medicines that I take normally knock me out... at least for a couple of hours.

I don't know how long it will take to get the answers I am needing...guess I'll just have to wait.

blah, blah, blah..... time to stop rambling. Peace!