Scattered etchings of my day.

Took me 5 hours to get out of bed today...

High pain levels.. seems impossible but higher than it's ever been...

I feel as though every joint is going to shatter if I move even a little...

Such deep bone shattering pain...
Feel as though they are being twisted so tight...
Like they might burst from the inside.

Mentally/Emotionally.... vacant seems to fit...
there's an emptiness that fills every inch of my being...
it's not a loneliness feeling anymore... that emotion is all but faded to gone.

I have a burning feeling in my sinus's and throat... hurts so to breathe and swallow!
I am so thirsty but have to wait to drink... any temperature outside of room or body temp is just too painful!