Dead inside...

I've been feeling pretty dead inside for a while...

I laugh but it brings no joy... I don't know why I laughed at all...

I find myself crying for no reason... this is happening many times each day.

I don't find much joy (if any) in really anything.

I don't want to hurt others so I put on my mask each time I step out of my room.
I hope I will be forgiven... I just don't see any other way...