One Week Later....

This has been one of the longest weeks of my life....

Not much has changed... still very scatter brained!!!

I want to crawl into a dark corner and disappear!!!

I want to run away and hide!!!

Living a life full of pain... is NOT living!!

I only exist here but I'm not sure why....

So much hope has disappeared...

Dreams are gone never to come back...

Whatever my future may bring looks pretty dim to me!!!

It's hard to keep looking forward when you're stuck!!!

I don't really look back on my life as in it's own little way, it hurts too much.

I quit looking left and right because there isn't much there either.

This isn't a pity party... it's my reality.