A new day...

When I layed down last night I thought for some reason that the new day would bring a better outlook for me...

I guess I was searching for the pot of gold at the end of a rainbow.

I feel as lonely and gray as the cloudy sky.

My pain has found a new level of 10...

It's a combination of physical, mental, and emotional...

I can't keep doing this... no outlook for a brighter tomorrow.

No glimmer of light... the darkness grows.... hope continues to fade.