Monday, July 6, 2009

Nothing is changing... except for the worse

It's another day of anxiety...

All I want to do is sleep and hope all of this passes while I am out...

Reality moment----it's not going to go away no matter how much I sleep.

My body is hurting so much that my legs feel like jello....wobbly and wanting to give out.

My fingers hurt just to type with the lightest of touches....

My brain is like a spider web... going in a million directions.

My emotions are fear, loneliness, emptiness, and worthlessness.

As much as I am trying to hold on.... is greatly over-shadowed by the fact that I am quickly losing my grip.

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